Dear Lou Sullivan

Taking Care of Yourself, Taking Care of Everyone

USA, 6 minutes, 2014, experimental

Director: Rhys Ernst

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This work by LA-based artist Rhys Ernst invokes the story of Lou Sullivan, trans man and AIDS activist largely responsible for establishing the distinction between gender identity and sexual orientation. Cut with images of Ernst’ own examination of this figure and trans history, the video is structured by the search for and desire to identify transmasculine elders and an intergenerational exploration of gay transmasculine identity. Utilizing interview footage, excerpts of Sullivan’s book “Information for the Female-to-Male Crossdresser and Transsexual,” VHS gay porn, and Grindr chats, Dear Lou Sullivan is a meditation on the life of the late trans man and AIDS activist that explores the bodily intersection of transmasculine gay and HIV+ identity.

Content warning: serophobic and transphobic language, explicit content, flashing images

Film screening dates: 23.11.2025 — 07.12.2025
Medium close-up, portrait. Cool color scheme. A man with short, unruly brown hair and a thin mustache looks at the camera with a faint smile. He is wearing a white T-shirt and a blue jacket. He has a small earring in one ear and a thin chain around his neck.

Rhys Ernst

Rhys Ernst is a filmmaker and artist. His debut feature film, ADAM, premiered at the 2019 Sundance Film Festival and won awards at Outfest, Oslo Fusion, and the Mezipatra Film Festival, and was nominated for a 2020 GLAAD Award. Ernst was a Producer and Director on Amazon’s Transparent and created the show’s title sequence. He directed and produced Amazon’s web series This Is Me, for which he was nominated for a 2015 Emmy Award. His work has been exhibited at the Whitney Biennial, Sundance Film Festival, Oberhausen, the Ann Arbor Film Festival, and institutions such as The Walker and Hammer Museums. He has received two Special Recognition GLAAD Awards and has won honors at Outfest, the Chicago International Film Festival, and the L.A. and Seattle Transgender Film Festivals. He is based in Los Angeles.

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